my first time - Manicure

Went to manicure in Kuantan on friday (28th December 2007), this is my first time had my manicure, it's quite nice. During the manuicure, the lady said my nails are weak, very weak. It is hard for me to keep my nails long. Yeah, i knew it since long time ago. Then the lady introduced me a product from OPI. It is a nail strengthener. As she told me, it is a hot product in her shop, a lot customers like it a lot. But it really not cheap, it cost RM99. I bought it, even it was expensive, but i really hope it can helps on my nails, or else, it is hard for me to keep my nails long, hope it works~

矛盾!

最近总觉得自己缺少了什么, 可是真的不知道少了什么~ 样貌? 早就不怎么样, 我认命. 身材? 我也认命, 自信, 还好, 我有.... (但不多). 到低少了什么呢? 也许是最近生活有点闷吧~ 总爱想东想西的. 想些有的没的, 无聊~ 哎!!!!!!!! 真希望生活有点变化, 不要老是一样, 真的很闷. 自从知道了那真相后, 心,总是很平静的. 不在去想他了, 不恨他, 也不怪他, 早就预料这事情会发生. 让我知道真相, 对我来说, 也是一件好事, 让我知道他是个什么样的人. 真的可以完全把他放下. 感觉好轻松. 可是我的脑袋最近, 却爱想些有的没的. 我是怎么了?? 刚才脱难, 真的不想这么快又烦~ 好好的过我的每一天吧! 加油~

I am a picky girl?

Am i really that picky?? My friend said, YES, i am a picky girl~ Oh really? Yeah, maybe a bit, isn't it a good thing to be a picky girl? hahaha... But i really can't be not serious at all in looking for a boyfriend. Hey man, that might be the guy who i will face whole life, how can i be not picky on this?? Undeniable that, I really haven't meet any guy who might be my Mr. Right. Oh please, i am not rush to have HIM, but wonder why people around me rush for that~ Funny huh. Talked to some friends, we are still young, why should we rush for that? But when we talk about our age, OH MY, i am going to turn 23 years old next month, wow, that's really fast.. But 23 years old, i guess still young (i think), even though for my family (espcially my grandma), 23 is not very young. She always wishes i have a boyfriend, but my fate not come yet, what i can i do? Be patience my dearest grandma, when thing going to happens, it will happens. So, give me (or maybe i should say, give us, *me and the HIM "that i still don't know who is that?") some time. hahaha.. Last but not least, I AM NOT A PICKY GIRL~